{"id":939,"date":"2019-05-06T00:55:36","date_gmt":"2019-05-06T00:55:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fumcschenectady.org\/blog\/2019\/05\/06\/odd-commandments-based-on-acts-91-20-and-john\/"},"modified":"2020-02-15T18:21:03","modified_gmt":"2020-02-15T18:21:03","slug":"odd-commandments-based-on-acts-91-20-and-john","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fumcschenectady.org\/blog\/2019\/05\/06\/odd-commandments-based-on-acts-91-20-and-john\/","title":{"rendered":"\u201cOdd Commandments\u201d\tbased on Acts 9:1-20 and John 21:1-19"},"content":{"rendered":"<figure data-orig-width=\"1600\" data-orig-height=\"1066\" class=\"tmblr-full\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/66.media.tumblr.com\/c835584f12874996290ccfe323a2c665\/tumblr_inline_pr254apOZ61ta4iua_540.jpg\" data-orig-width=\"1600\" data-orig-height=\"1066\" \/><\/figure>\n<p>Today<br \/>\nwe&rsquo;re dealing with stories of 3 men who undergo changes. \u00a0The change<br \/>\nin Ananias is probably the least significant, and may be the most<br \/>\nfun. \u00a0Ananias is briefly described as \u201ca disciple in Damascus,\u201d<br \/>\nwhere disciple means student and implies student of Jesus or the<br \/>\nearly church. \u00a0Damascus was then, as it is today, a city in Syria<br \/>\nwhich is north east of Galilee, about as far northeast of Galilee as<br \/>\nJerusalem is south of it.<\/p>\n<p>Ananias<br \/>\nis my kind of disciple. \u00a0He is in the midst of a visionary experience<br \/>\nwith Jesus himself, and is told to go find Saul to fulfill a<br \/>\nconcurrent vision that Saul is having. \u00a0His response is EXCELLENT.<br \/>\nHe says, \u201cI&rsquo;ve heard of that guy. \u00a0He has done a lot of evil, and<br \/>\nhe has the authority to do a lot more.\u201d \u00a0Which I take to mean, \u201cUm,<br \/>\nJesus, you sure you have the right guy? \u00a0Cause what you are telling<br \/>\nme makes no sense. \u00a0This is the guy killing us off, and thus not one<br \/>\nwho is likely to be invested in helping you out. \u00a0Also, I&rsquo;d rather<br \/>\nnot.\u201d \u00a0I appreciate anyone who talks back, asks for clarity, and<br \/>\ndouble checks instructions that sound wrong. \u00a0\n<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>In<br \/>\nthis case, as the story goes, Jesus was quite sure that Saul actually<br \/>\nwas the right guy, and Ananias was open to doing as he was asked, and<br \/>\nit worked out. \u00a0Thus, I don&rsquo;t think that there was a huge change in<br \/>\nAnanias. \u00a0He was already a student of Jesus, he was wise enough to<br \/>\nask for clarity, and courageous enough to do what was asked. \u00a0When he<br \/>\nwas told to do something new, and convinced it was really on purpose,<br \/>\nhe was game. \u00a0However, he didn&rsquo;t follow blindly. \u00a0Phew.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>Saul<br \/>\nand Peter experience bigger changes. \u00a0I was reminded recently that<br \/>\nmost people have a lot of things to do and learn in the world that<br \/>\ndon&rsquo;t have to do with the Bible and Christianity, and thus it is<br \/>\nparticularly helpful to say directly: \u00a0Saul is also Paul. \u00a0Saul is a<br \/>\nHebrew name, Paul is a Roman name, the same guy was called both,<br \/>\ndepending on where he was. \u00a0So Peter and Paul, two relatively huge<br \/>\nfigures in early Christianity, undergo major changes in today&rsquo;s<br \/>\nstories. \u00a0I&rsquo;m not sure which one is bigger \u2013 if you need extra<br \/>\nentertainment in this sermon, feel free to try to decide for<br \/>\nyourself.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>That<br \/>\nstory in Acts about Saul (Paul) and Ananias starts off saying,<br \/>\n\u201cMeanwhile Saul, still breathing threats and murder against the<br \/>\ndisciples of the Lord, went to the high priest and asked him for<br \/>\nletters to the synagogues at Damascus, so that if he found any who<br \/>\nbelonged to the Way, men or women, he might bring them bound to<br \/>\nJerusalem.\u201d (Acts 9:-1-2) \u00a0in the previous chapter of Acts, Saul<br \/>\nwas introduced as standing in approval when Stephen was stoned, and<br \/>\ndragging disciples in Jerusalem to prison. \u00a0(Ananias had not been<br \/>\nexaggerating.)<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>Saul<br \/>\nhad gone to all the trouble of getting special permission to<br \/>\npersecute early Christians outside of Jerusalem. \u00a0He was deeply and<br \/>\nprofoundly committed to eliminating the scourge of Jesus-following<br \/>\nfrom faithful Judaism. \u00a0Saul was from a committed Pharisee family,<br \/>\nPharisees at the time of Jesus were a sect of Judaism who were<br \/>\nparticularly careful in their observance of laws and traditions of<br \/>\nJudaism. \u00a0They were often the experts in Jewish law, and many were<br \/>\nscribes and sages. \u00a0At the time of Jesus, and of Saul, Pharisees were<br \/>\nnot the most common sect of Judaism, rather they were the \u2026.<br \/>\npopulous nerds, if that makes any sense, and around here it SHOULD<br \/>\n;). \u00a0After the destruction of the Temple, the Pharisees were the<br \/>\nstrongest sect left, and modern Rabbinic Judaism is largely based on<br \/>\nthe Pharisee perspective.<\/p>\n<p>I&rsquo;m<br \/>\nexplaining all that because I&rsquo;ve often wondered why Saul was SO angry<br \/>\nabout the early Jesus-movement. \u00a0He seems to have taken it<br \/>\npersonally, in that he made it his personal mission to root it out<br \/>\nand kill it. \u00a0The Pharisees, from my perspective, didn&rsquo;t have a<br \/>\nparticular reason to be threatened by the early Jesus-movement. \u00a0The<br \/>\nruling sect, the Saducees, did, because they were responsible for<br \/>\nkeeping things quiet and under control and the Jesus followers didn&rsquo;t<br \/>\nhelp with that. \u00a0But the Pharisees existed quite peaceably with other<br \/>\nsects of Judaism, and I really think early Jesus-following could have<br \/>\nbeen understood as just another sect before Paul started his<br \/>\nmissionary work.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>It<br \/>\ncould be that Saul\/Paul was really upset about the ways that Jesus<br \/>\nthreatened the value of the Law, particularly about strict Sabbath<br \/>\nobservance, but I don&rsquo;t quite believe that. \u00a0There were far more<br \/>\nimportant violations of Jewish law happening, and Paul wasn&rsquo;t stupid.<br \/>\n From all accounts he was incredibly faithful and very intelligent.<br \/>\nPerhaps one of Jesus disciples had really annoyed Paul. \u00a0Perhaps one<br \/>\nof the stories or teachings he heard drove him particularly nuts.<br \/>\nPerhaps he noticed the power of the fearlessness of the early<br \/>\nfollowers, and noticed that the nascent movement was a bigger threat<br \/>\nthan others noticed. \u00a0Perhaps he was just doing his job, and his job<br \/>\nhappened to be to root out THIS threat, and he thought it needed to<br \/>\nbe done in Damascus too. \u00a0Try as I might, I can&rsquo;t quite get my head<br \/>\ninto his thought pattern to figure out why he was rushing to arrest<br \/>\npeople and approving even of murder.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>But,<br \/>\nhe was. \u00a0\n<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>And<br \/>\nthen this \u2026 something happened. \u00a0He became blind. \u00a0He heard a voice<br \/>\nhe attributed to Jesus. \u00a0He prayed and fasted for three days, then<br \/>\nAnanias came and healed him, he could see, and he became a part of<br \/>\nthe very movement he&rsquo;d been trying to kill.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>That<br \/>\nPaul guy. \u00a0He didn&rsquo;t do things in half-measures. \u00a0He was 100% against<br \/>\nyou and then 100% for you, and he did both with complete devotion and<br \/>\npassion. \u00a0It is a bit scary. \u00a0I guess it also makes sense. \u00a0A<br \/>\ncapacity for passion can be harnessed in a lot of different ways.<br \/>\nAlso, when someone who has stood VEHMENTLY in one position manages to<br \/>\nchange their mind, they are sometimes just as VEHEMENT on the other<br \/>\nside afterwards. \u00a0\n<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>I<br \/>\nwish I could see the bridge though. \u00a0I suspect it would be very<br \/>\ninteresting. \u00a0Something about how Paul valued his faith and<br \/>\nunderstood God had led him to think that the Jesus-followers were a<br \/>\nthreat to what mattered, and Paul was willing to do anything to<br \/>\nprotect God and God&rsquo;s people. \u00a0After the change, Paul was still<br \/>\nwilling to do anything to protect God and God&rsquo;s people, it is just<br \/>\nthat his conception of God&rsquo;s people had expanded. \u00a0I suspect the same<br \/>\nmotivation was there all along, but his interpretation changed. \u00a0\n<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>It<br \/>\nseems to me that this may be a helpful tool to remember when we are<br \/>\nface to face with people with whom we are on ENTIRELY OPPOSITE SIDES<br \/>\nof things. \u00a0There are a few such examples in our society (and<br \/>\ndenomination) today, and I know you are aware of some. \u00a0The irony is<br \/>\nthat there is often a shared value in our positions, but a difference<br \/>\nin interpretation. \u00a0If you&rsquo;ll allow me to admit it, I suspect that<br \/>\nthe VAST majority of people in the United States care about our<br \/>\ncountry, care about the people in our country, want people to have a<br \/>\nchance to thrive, and want our country to be a leader and positive<br \/>\nexample in the world. \u00a0There are some incredible differences in how<br \/>\nwe think those things can be accomplished, but if you look at it that<br \/>\nway, we&rsquo;re seeking the same thing. \u00a0One of the ways we can meet<br \/>\npeople with whom we disagree, if they are willing and we want to keep<br \/>\nbeing in connection, is to keep digging deeper and deeper until we<br \/>\nfind shared values underneath what appear to be radically different<br \/>\npositions. \u00a0A game can be made of how deep two people have to dig to<br \/>\nfind shared values.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>Paul<br \/>\nis an example of an extremist, but one who shows with his life that<br \/>\nthe same passion can be expressed in polar opposite ways, and that<br \/>\ngives us a chance to remember that those with whom we most<br \/>\npassionately disagree may be people with whom we \u2026 well, share<br \/>\nfundamental values. )<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>OK,<br \/>\nonto our final changer \u2013 Peter. \u00a0I&rsquo;ve always thought Peter was set<br \/>\nin up the Gospels to be a bit of an idiot so we&rsquo;d feel better about<br \/>\nourselves when we are being idiots, but John Dominic Crossan thinks<br \/>\nthat the Gospels are rough on Peter because they reflect some<br \/>\nambivalence about his role as church leader. \u00a0In any case, Peter<br \/>\nusually looks like an idiot.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>This<br \/>\nis no exception. \u00a0After Easter, Peter is sitting around, aimless and<br \/>\ndecides to go fishing. \u00a0Now, fishing for Peter is not like fishing<br \/>\nfor any of us. \u00a0(I&rsquo;m unaware of any commercial fisher-people in this<br \/>\nchurch. \u00a0If I am misinformed, please let me know.) \u00a0Peter, at least<br \/>\naccording to the Synoptic Gospels, had been a fisherman before Jesus<br \/>\ncalled him. \u00a0(John doesn&rsquo;t share this information, in fact this story<br \/>\nsounds shockingly like the call of Peter in the Synoptics.) \u00a0A<br \/>\nfisherman was a commercial position. \u00a0Peter had likely fished the sea<br \/>\nof Galilee, as his means of making a living. \u00a0Scholars seem to argue<br \/>\na bit about fishing \u2013 they agree that a large profit was being made<br \/>\nat this time from fish, as demand for it was high in the Empire at<br \/>\nthat time. \u00a0Scholars don&rsquo;t seem to have clarity about whether or not<br \/>\nthe fisherman were able to actually keep any meaningful portion of<br \/>\nthe wealth they produced. \u00a0Based on how the world works, I&rsquo;m leaning<br \/>\ntowards, \u201cnope.\u201d<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>In<br \/>\nany case, if Peter had been a fisherman, and then left fishing to go<br \/>\nfollow Jesus, then going \u00a0back to fishing after Jesus&rsquo;s death was<br \/>\ngoing backward. \u00a0This was AFTER Easter, so after the disciples were<br \/>\nsupposed to have GOTTEN IT, that they could keep on sharing Jesus&rsquo;s<br \/>\nmessage, that they could empower others as he had empowered them,<br \/>\nthat the work wasn&rsquo;t done but it was now theirs to do.\n<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>But<br \/>\nin this passage, they DEFINITELY don&rsquo;t get it, and so they go fishing.<br \/>\n They revert. \u00a0They pretend away the past year, INCLUDING Easter, and<br \/>\njust go back to what they knew.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>I&rsquo;ve<br \/>\ngone fishing. \u00a0I&rsquo;ve found wonderful new ways of life, \u00a0new<br \/>\npossibilities, transformations, and then let them slip away. \u00a0I&rsquo;ve<br \/>\ngone to anti-racism trainings, and committed to attending to my own<br \/>\nprivilege, and then come home to be immediately distracted by all<br \/>\nthat is normal in my life. \u00a0I&rsquo;ve gone away on retreat, found my<br \/>\ncenter, remembered how much I NEED to spend time in connection with<br \/>\nthe Divine to be my whole-self, and then allowed myself to be<br \/>\nimmediately pulled into things that aren&rsquo;t whole-self inducing. \u00a0Or,<br \/>\non a SUPER practical level&hellip; on a regular enough basis that it is<br \/>\nembarrassing, I notice that I get a little bit overwhelmed, and am<br \/>\nnot sure which way to turn in the midst of too many options, and I<br \/>\nturn to my phone to do something ENTIRELY meaningless rather than<br \/>\nexist in the uncomfortableness of not knowing.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>I<br \/>\ngo fishing.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>I<br \/>\ngo back to what I know, what I have been, what comforts me, EVEN when<br \/>\nI know better.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>I<br \/>\nthink, maybe, we all go fishing. \u00a0But Jesus called the disciples away<br \/>\nfrom the fishing, in this story he does it AGAIN. \u00a0He didn&rsquo;t let them<br \/>\nrevert, he kept on prodding them into the fuller life they needed and<br \/>\nthe ways they could gift the world around them. \u00a0He commands Peter to<br \/>\nfeed and tend his sheep and lambs&hellip; which is NOT fishing. \u00a0The story<br \/>\nsays that when Peter first saw Jesus he leapt into the water to swim<br \/>\nto where Jesus was. \u00a0That is, he KNEW that where he was supposed to<br \/>\nbe wasn&rsquo;t fishing, it was in the new life Jesus had called him to.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>I<br \/>\nthink that&rsquo;s true for us too. \u00a0Rather than breath threats and murder,<br \/>\nwe&rsquo;re called to work with those who God loves (ahem, all.) \u00a0Rather<br \/>\nthan be afraid, we&rsquo;re called to speak love to those who scare us.<br \/>\nRather than revert to what is comfortable, we&rsquo;re called to new life<br \/>\nand new possibilities. \u00a0They can feel like odd commandments, but<br \/>\nwe&rsquo;re called away from fishing and into taking care of vulnerable<br \/>\nsheep \u2013 including ourselves and each other. \u00a0Thanks be to God that<br \/>\nGod doesn&rsquo;t make peace with the status quo, or leave us in our<br \/>\ncomfortable places. \u00a0Amen\n<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>Rev. Sara E. Baron<br \/>First United Methodist Church of Schenectady<br \/>603 State St. Schenectady, NY 12305<br \/>Pronouns: she\/her\/hers<br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/fumcschenectady.org\/\">http:\/\/fumcschenectady.org\/<\/a><br \/>\u2028https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/FUMCSchenectady<\/p>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>\n<p>May 5. 2019<\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Today we&rsquo;re dealing with stories of 3 men who undergo changes. \u00a0The change in Ananias is probably the least significant, &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/fumcschenectady.org\/blog\/2019\/05\/06\/odd-commandments-based-on-acts-91-20-and-john\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">\u201cOdd Commandments\u201d\tbased on Acts 9:1-20 and John 21:1-19<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11],"tags":[34,38,28,39,33,196,199,197,195,56,185,57,198],"class_list":["post-939","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-sermons","tag-fumc-schenectady","tag-progressive-christianity","tag-rev-sara-e-baron","tag-thinking-church","tag-umc","tag-changes","tag-feed-my-sheep","tag-going-fishing","tag-peter-paul-and-ananias","tag-schenectady","tag-season-of-easter","tag-sorry-about-the-umc","tag-why-is-peter-an-idiot"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fumcschenectady.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/939","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fumcschenectady.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fumcschenectady.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fumcschenectady.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fumcschenectady.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=939"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/fumcschenectady.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/939\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1154,"href":"https:\/\/fumcschenectady.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/939\/revisions\/1154"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fumcschenectady.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=939"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fumcschenectady.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=939"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fumcschenectady.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=939"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}