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Worship for the 3rd Sunday of Easter

  • April 25, 2020April 25, 2020
  • by Administrator

First United Methodist Church of Schenectady
Worship for the Third Sunday of Easter

April 26, 2020


“A Fern Growing Out of Volcanic Lava” by Jan Huston
Photo Show: Stone Rolled Away

Getting Centered

It may help to center yourself into worship by lighting a candle, as a symbol of God’s presence with you during the time of worship.

Breath Prayer

“One who sees all, grant us insight.”
Breath prayers involve breathing in the first phrase, and breathing out the second.
You may wish to simply pray for a moment before starting, or you may wish to pray while listening to the prelude.

Prelude

“Simple Gifts” Improvisation by Richard Elliott

Call to Worship

based on Psalm 116
If you are with another person, you may wish to read this out-loud. Otherwise, you can read it as a reminder that this is communal worship done in a large geographical area.
One: We lift our voices to God in prayer.
Many: God hears our voices, and our requests.
One: Our God is a God who listens.
Many: When we cry for help, God responds.
One: We offer our gratitude to God, for all that God does.
Many: We offer our gratitude, for how God responds.
One: Holy One, you are our God,
Many: And we are your people.

Hymn #92: For the Beauty of the Earth

If you wish to sing along, the sheet music is here: For the Beauty of the Earth

Connecting in Prayer

Shared Prayer

Adapted from 21st Century Worship Resources for Native American Ministries Sunday by The Rev. Jeff Ramsland, who serves as pastor of the Cherokee United Methodist Church in Cherokee, NC.

Creator who made all that is, and proclaimed that ‘it is good.’
Creator, help us to discover in all You have made in Nature,
the good wisdom about the interconnectedness of all things,
about balance and about living in harmony.
Remind us that we are not above nature, we are part of Creation;
we live by the same laws as all of nature
and need to learn from what You have made.
Creator, help us discover the power that lies
in the wisdom and understanding of our role in the
Great Mystery, and in honoring every living thing as a teacher.
Creator God, may our spirits be in harmony with Yours
as we worship.
Amen

We will share joys and concerns during the Second Hour Zoom conversation.
If you have joys or concerns to add, please send them to the office.

Silent Prayer


“Nature Rolls Away the Stone” by Jane Baker
Photo Show Theme: Stone Rolled away
(Image taken at FUMC parking lot)

Pastoral Prayer

You are welcome to read this out-loud or silently.
Normally the pastoral prayer is in response to the prayers of the body,
this one is written hoping to respond to the prayers of the body
without hearing them first.
The first stanza is adapted from a prayer by Nadia Boltz Weber, shared by the General Commission on the Status and
Role of Women on April 23, 2020.

Creator,
God who made us all,
Our healers are exhausted, God. Give rest to those who care for the sick.
Our children are bored, God. Grant extra creativity to their caregivers.
Our friends are lonely, God. Help us to reach out.
Our pastors and therapists are doing the best they can, God. Help them to know it is enough.
Our workers are jobless, God. Grant us the collective will to take care of them.
Our parents are losing their minds, God. Bring unexpected play and joy and
dance parties to all in need.
Our grocery workers are absorbing everyone’s anxiety, God. Protect them from us.
Our elderly are even more isolated, God. Comfort them.
Our dear ones are recovering from natural disasters, living in migration camps,
and struggling with illness and injury, all during this frightening time. Be with them.
Our dear ones are grieving. Be with them.
We haven’t done this before and we are scared, God.
Yet, in creation, we see and find hope.
When the sun shines, it illuminates possibilities.
When the rain falls, it makes possible new growth.
When our children play, we hear joy.
When we see neighbors and friends, we remember who we are caring for and
why!
The masks that have been made, and the prayer shawls that cradle shoulders,
remind us what love looks like in physical form.
There are many who have healed and recovered, and they get a renewed
chance at life.
New opportunities are arising, bringing fuller life to some who have struggled, and we are grateful.
We feel You, working towards wholeness and peace within us. May we find the
ways to work with you. And may we find compassion for all who ache and struggle, including ourselves.
Amen

The Lord’s Prayer

Our Father who art in heaven,
Hallowed be thy name.
Thy kingdom come.
Thy will be done on earth, as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our trespasses,
as we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil:
For thine is the kingdom, and the power,
and the glory, for ever. Amen.

Word and Reflection

Choir Anthem

For the Beauty of the Earth – John Rutter
If you are not familiar with John Rutter, let this be an assurance that this isn’t a repeat of the opening hymn, and is worth hearing on its own merit. In fact, it is even better having heard the opening hymn as a starting point. – Sara, who loves Rutter

Scripture – Psalm 116:1-4; 12-19

Mission Moment: Native American Ministries Sunday – Jan Huston

One of the Special Sundays in the United Methodist Church is Native American Ministries Sunday. This year it is celebrated on April 26. Native Americans with many unique languages and cultures honor their heritage and live as Jesus-followers. They are led primarily by Native American pastors. Special offerings on this day equip and empower Native American pastors, congregations, and seminary students to worship God and follow Jesus while maintaining and celebrating cultural traditions.
The Upper NY Committee on Native American Ministries has created the following video about the Native American ministries within our conference.
Gifts designated for this special Sunday can be made by sending a check to
FUMC with a notation indicating the gift is for Native American Sunday, or online through our electronic giving. Scroll down to “Ministries that We Support” and you’ll see “Native American Ministries” as the first option.

Children’s Time

Passing the Peace

If you are worshiping with others, please pass the Peace of Christ.
Whether you are alone or with others, please take a moment to find God’s peace within, and then to share it with the world. This may take several breaths or moments. Sometimes sharing works best this way: to think of a dearly beloved with whom to share the peace, then to think of other beloveds, then of friends, then acquaintances, then those who frustrate you, then those you don’t really know, then those you don’t known at all.
God’s peace is spread to all.


“Pot Holes” by Amanda Taylor
Photo Show Theme: Stone Rolled Away

Hymn #307: Christ is Risen

If you wish to sing along, the sheet music is here: Christ is Risen

Scripture Reading: Luke 24:13-35

Sermon: “Emmaus”

Responding

Offering

If you wish, you are welcome to use this time to make a donation to the church online, or to put a check in the mail.
The time of offering is not only about our financial gifts to the church, it is about offering our lives to God and the building of the kindom. This is a time for reflection: What is being asked of us? What is being given to us? What are we able to offer? What do we need?

Offertory Anthem

“Alleluya! Christo Resucitó” (“Alleluia! Christ is Risen”) – Luis Bojos (Arranged by Nathan Zullinger)

Prayer of Presentation

Creator,
As we pay attention to what you have given to us,
we find gratitude.
As we pay attention to the suffering around us,
we find compassion.
As we gift the gifts of our time, our talents, our gifts, and our service,
we hope that they are useful
in the building of your kindom.
May we give with open hearts,
that we may also be able
to receive with open hearts.
Amen

Hymn #707: Hymn of Promise

If you wish to sing along, the sheet music is here: Hymn of Promise

Benediction

As God breaks into the the world, with insight, hope, and grace, may your life be transformed. Amen

Postlude

“Brandenburg Concerto No. 3 – Allegro” – Johann Sebastian Bach
The Raleigh Ringers


“The Way Ahead” by Larry McArthur
Photo Show Theme: Stone Rolled Away

Stone Rolled Away

  • March 21, 2020April 25, 2020
  • by Administrator










Worship Moves online starting March 15th, and other COVID-19…

  • March 13, 2020March 13, 2020
  • by Sara Baron

Dear Siblings in Christ,

This is going to be a LOOOOOOOOONG post, so I’ve outlined the points below and you can keep scrolling for all the details. I’ve also highlighted the requests I have for responses, in hopes of drawing your attention to them.

We will NOT be gathering for worship in person for now, starting this Sunday, March 15. More details below

We are going to have an after worship “worship and sermon talk back” via ZOOM. More details below.

Online Giving and Donations More details below

Breakfast will be moving to takeout style. More details below.

Small groups and committees have the option of meeting online or in person for now. More details below

Please, please, please be careful with yourself and with the vulnerable populations around you. More details below
COVID-19 Fact Sheet
Protect Yourself

The outbreak of racism against Asian Americans is antithetical to our faith and to our humanity, please do all that you can to counteract it. More details below

The Intersectional Justice book discussion on “Down Girl: The Logic of Misogyny” is postponed for now, we will let you now about the rescheduling when we know. More details below

Connecting with the pastor and staff. More details below

Connecting with each other. More details below

We will NOT be gathering for worship in person for now, starting this Sunday, March 15.

You will be getting an email with a worship liturgy, scriptures, hymn links, and a sermon link. You’ll get it either Saturday or very early Sunday morning. If you reside with others who can worship with you, great! If not, it will work for one person as well.

In person worship will resume when we are able to be sure it is safe and wise.

What we send this week will likely be imperfect – but the talk back will give us a chance to get feedback and perfect it along the way.

We are going to have an after worship “worship and sermon talk back” via ZOOM.

At 11AM on Sunday, we are going to start a “2nd hour” for worship and sermon talk back. This is going to be done via Zoom. (https://zoom.us) Zoom is a platform for video conferencing, which is also usable for people who simply call in.

If you have a computer, tablet, or smartphone, you can download zoom now and test it. I’ll be on starting at 10:30 on Sunday, so that those who are nervous about the connection can get more comfortable with it.

Zoom will likely be the way we do small group and committee meetings for a while, so it is worth investing in figuring out.

In the worship email, the information on how to access Zoom will also be shared. Again, you can simply call into the meeting and be connected by voice, OR you can use the link to access it online. The more of us show our faces, the more fun it will be.

Requests: If you expect to need help accessing Zoom, please respond to the office email fumcschenectady@yahoo.com and let us know.


If you think you can walk someone through accessing Zoom, please respond to the office email fumcschenectady@yahoo.com and let us know.

Online Giving and Donations

During this time of change and uncertainty, we know that there are disruptions in many people’s incomes as well as the rest of their lives. If you are unable to give because of your own financial situation, we understand. If you are able to give, but haven’t yet set up online giving, this would be an ideal time to do so. Our secure giving site is: online giving.

We will, of course, still deposit checks, and you are welcome to mail them in.

The church’s expenses used in kin-dom building exist even as we change our mode of operation. Your tithes and gifts remain imperative to the work we do. After passing the budget last week, I know we are committed to maintaining it! Thank you for the many ways you give!

Breakfast will be moving to takeout style.

One of the challenges we face right now is to maintain the safety of our community while holding in tension the needs of the vulnerable in our midst. Given that tension, we are going to stop offering a full-serve breakfast in the Fellowship Hall, to minimize contamination concerns. However, we will prepare brown bags with breakfast food in them so that we can feed people who need access to food. Sylvester is working out a plan to get food prepared and distributed, and will need a small team to support him. Please respond to the office email fumcschenectady@yahoo.com or to Sylvester if you want to help.

Small groups and committees have the option of meeting online or in person for now.

At this point, large group gatherings seem unwise. It is less clear whether or not there is a risk to small group gatherings if all involved feel healthy. So, for now, small group and committee chairs have the option of continuing to gather in person. If there is a desire to move online instead, Zoom will be made available (see zoom). It is reasonable to assume that even small groups may need to stop meeting in person in the near future.

Please, please, please be careful with yourself and with the vulnerable populations around you.

The decision to change what we are doing this weekend and in the near future was not taken lightly. It was based on information from the World Health Organization, the Center for Disease Control, and in consultation with church leaders. Our primary concern is slowing down the spread of COVID-19 so that our health care system is not overwhelmed. If we are able to do that, we will significantly decrease mortality rates.

Attached to this post are two information sheets about COVID-19.
COVID-19 Fact Sheet
Protect Yourself

In addition, I have been asked by a professional to remind you all:

  • Social distancing really, really matters. Please keep a bubble of 6 feet between you and others when you are public.
  • In case you haven’t heard, please wash your hands frequently, with soap, for 20 seconds or more.
  • No hugging or kissing people outside your immediate family. (If you were in church this past Sunday you saw that even Mary Ann did her best on this one, thanks Mary Ann!)
  • If you have symptoms and need to see a doctor, please call the office first.<
  • This is a good time to consider rescheduling any routine medical appointments, to minimize potential exposure. That is, this isn’t a good time to go for a dental cleaning — but obviously someone with a tooth ache should go get that taken care of.

The outbreak of racism against Asian Americans is antithetical to our faith and to our humanity, please do all that you can to counteract it.

Many sources tell me that racism against Asian Americans is rising in our country, which is an atrocity. This virus does not know the boundaries of race that we use to sort people, and there is no racial or ethnic group in the USA more (or less) likely to be infected than any other. If you choose to go out to eat or get take out, you may want to intentionally consider Chinese food, to counteract the ridiculous actions of those who are not well informed. Similarly, if you are able to support other Asian owned businesses, and/or appropriately reach out to Asian Americans with kindness and support, please do so.

The Intersectional Justice book discussion on “Down Girl: The Logic of Misogyny” is postponed for now, we will let you now about the rescheduling when we know.

This gathering was scheduled for 10AM on Saturday, it happen work via Zoom or in person in coming weeks. If you have a preference, please let Kevin Nelson, or tell the office fumcschenectady@yahoo.com

Connecting with the pastor and staff.

Feel free to contact Sara directly via phone, or email. She texts as well as receives phone calls. Please reach out freely.

For now, the office is open and you should be able to reach the staff in normal ways, if that changes we will let you know.

Connecting with each other.

Social distancing is one of the most important ways we can keep each other safe right now. (see social distancing) Yet, one of the hardest parts of social distancing is… well, being apart from others and feeling isolated.

Keeping people connected to each other is one of the PRIMARY roles of the church, so we are working on a plan to keep church members and attenders connected to each other, and in conversation. Information about this will be available early next week. If this particularly excites or interests you, please talk to Pastor Sara, who would be delighted to have conversation partners on this topic, or email the office, fumcschenectady@yahoo.com and let us know.

“Journey and Stability”based on  Genesis 12:1-4a and Psalm 121

  • March 8, 2020
  • by Sara Baron

It
is commonly said that a journey of a thousand miles begins with a
single step.  It seems, in this story of Abram, that this is true.
God says “go” and Abram takes the first step.  By the accounts of
the Bible, it will be about 2000 miles, this journey he goes on.
Which is about the same distance as walking to Atlanta, Georgia –
and back.  

Or,
its the same distance as walking the Appalachian Trail (AT) as it
wanders from Maine to Georgia.  Thru hikers on the AT are able to
make the hike in 5-7 months.  Abram and Sarai will take quite a bit
longer than that.

Thru
hikers on the AT, however, usually have lives to go back to.  They
take time off, hike the trail (with food mailed to them along the
way), and then return to their houses, jobs, families, friends, and
former lives.  Its said that 3 in 20 people who start out on the AT –
usually with the best hiking boots, water sanitizers, backpacks, and
tents – will complete the journey.

Abram
and Sarai will eventually complete their journey, albeit with
different names by the time they are done. They and Lot and their
servants and their animals traveled for 2000 miles and even when they
“arrived” where they were going, they would never settle.  The
story claims that Abram was 75 when he left on the journey, and 175
when he died. The land where he and Sarah were buried – purchased
at Sarah’s death – would be the only land they would call their own
again.  There were no more houses that they lived in.  The rest of
their lives would be lived in the tents of a nomad.  Once the journey
moved them from the city of their home, they wouldn’t hear their own
language ever again.  And, maybe it was important, and maybe it
wasn’t – but the religion of his birth – the gods that the people
worshipped in the Land of Ur – were left behind as well.  Abraham
left on this new journey called by a God who, as far as we know, had
not spoken to him until God said, “Get up and go.”  And he left.

Abram,
Sarai, and Lot model listening to God’s call and trusting that God
goes with us on our journeys.    That said, sometimes God calls us to
stay put too.  God’s calls can’t be predicted, we aren’t all Abrams
and Sarais.  And while God will call where and how God will call, we
all also have yearning for both journey and for stability.  (Which
sometimes matches God’s call and sometimes doesn’t.)

We
want stability (like
Psalm 121): to have a routine, to have deep connections to people
we see on a regular basis, to know and understand the systems and
institutions around us, to have some predictability to life, to sing
songs we KNOW, to eat familiar food, to have our view of the world
unperturbed.  I have been in Schenectady longer than anywhere else
since I graduated from high school, and I can assure you that there
is a magic and a wonder to knowing where you are going without
needing a map, to learning a grocery store well enough that you can
make a shopping list in the order of the store’s aisles, to having
your doctor actually know your medical history, to having colleagues
with whom you’ve built deep trust over time.  

We
also want change though: we want new experiences, we want to travel
and see new things and learn different ways of being, we want to meet
people who teach us about seeing the world differently, we want
better than what we’ve already known – systems that WORK for
everyone, we want to sing new songs that resonate with our beings, to
eat new delicious food, to have our worldview expanded.  We want to
grow, and change, and become.  We want things to be BETTER.

The
tension between stability and change, between journeying and staying
put is a major tension in life.  Immigrants and refugees live lives
of the journey, Abram and Sarai among them.  

Years
ago I heard this poem, and its been playing around in my head ever
since:

The
Call of Abraham by Kilian McDonnell1

(“Now
the Lord said to Abram, ‘Go from your country.’” Gen 12:1)

Talk
about imperious.
Without a by-your-leave,
or, may I presume?
No
previous contact,
no letter of introduction,
no greeting,
just
out of the blue
this unknown God
issues edicts.

This
is not a conversation.
Am I a nobody
to receive decrees
from
one whose name
I do not know?
And at our first encounter!

I
have worshipped my own god.
To you I had addressed no
prayers,
offered no sacrifices.
asked no favors,
but
quick,
like sudden fire in the desert,
without the most
elemental ritual,
I hear “Go.”

At
seventy-five,
am I supposed to scuttle my life,
take that
ancient wasteland, Sarai,
place my thin arthritic bones
upon
the road
to some mumbled nowhere?

Let
me get this straight.
I will be brief.
I summarize.
In ten
generations since the Flood
you have spoken to no one.
Now,
like thunder on a clear day,
you give commands:
pull up my
tent,
desert my home,
the graves of my ancestors,
my friends
next door, leave Haran
for a country you do not name,
there to
be a stranger,
a sojourner.

God
of the wilderness,
from two desiccated lumps,
from two parched
prunes
you promise to make a great nation.
In me all peoples of
the earth
will be blessed.

You
come late, Lord, very late,
but my camels leave in the morning.

I
love the tension in the poem, the anger, the annoyance, the worry,
the fear, the humanity of it.  The ending is perfect, because despite
it all or because of it all, he goes.  Abraham is the father of
faith, the beginning of the monotheistic tradition.  Christians,
Jews, and Muslims look to him as father.

I
looked at Genesis chapter 11 this week, and noticed something
important. Abram’s father, Terah is the one who starts the Journey.
We say that Abram went from Ur to Shechem, BUT REALLY his father
seemed to make the decision to go from Ur to Haran, which is the
longer part of the journey.  Abram heard the call and left Haran for
Shechem.  That changes things.

See,
if Abram was called out of no where and nothing to do this, with no
prior relationship with God, and he did… and he is the father of
faith, then we might conclude that we’re called to do that too.  But
really it wasn’t like that.  Whether or not Terah knew it, he started
the journey.  Whether or not Terah knew God, he started the journey.
Abram had already experienced migration, and move, he had already let
go of some of the things you have to let go of to leave.  Further,
despite the poem, we don’t really know how long God and Abram had
been talking, it may have been a lot longer.  

The
scripture says, “Now the LORD said to Abram,
‘Go from your country and your kindred and your father’s house to the
land that I will show you.  I will make of you a great nation, and I
will bless you, and make your name great, so that you will be a
blessing.  I will bless those who bless you, and the one who curses
you I will curse; and in you all the families of the earth shall be
blessed.’”

But
it actually doesn’t say, “Suddenly, out of no where the LORD
said….”

If
Abram hadn’t done it, would we be here today?  I don’t think so.
BUT, if Terah hadn’t gone, we also wouldn’t be, and if Isaac hadn’t
been faithful we also wouldn’t be….

Abram
was ONE PART of a journey
.  His part was spectacular and still
startles us today with its faithfulness.  But the journey started
before him, and it was 500 years or more before the promise he heard
was fulfilled.  

Its
not ALL on us, my friends.  We’re called to do our part, but God is
patient, and has long range plans. We aren’t going to solve world
hunger or bring world peace, or even just transform poverty in
Schenectady by ourselves.  We’re just a part – an imperative part,
but not the only part.  The calls to stay, and the calls to go,
they’re all a part of a larger picture – and when we are faithful,
we enable God’s work in the world to grow ever more complicated and
beautiful.  

So,
I couldn’t help but counter the Call of Abraham poem.  I just don’t
buy that it was sudden, as beautiful as the first poem is.  Nor do I
think Abram’s version is the whole story. So, having considered it
from another angle, here is the Call of Sarah.

The Call of Sarah by Sara Baron
(“Now, the Lord said to Abram, ‘Go from your country.” Gen 12:1)

When you’ve been a failure, an outcast, a useless lump,
an ancient wasteland, like I have -which is to say:
a barren woman –
for your whole life, you learn the things others do not.

You learn how to hold your head up,
when there is no reason to be proud.
You learn how to find peace,
when there is no peace to be found.
And ever so slowly,
so slowly indeed that you don’t notice it coming,
you learn that your value is not
what everyone else believes it to be.
You learn that you are not just a failed child-bearer.
You learn that you are alive and good and loved and worthy as just a person, even without being a mother.

I heard it first.
I heard it many decades ago.
I heard it when we were still in Ur.
It took me a decade to admit it to myself.
And another to admit it to Abram,
sweet husband though he is.

After I told him, he looked at me strangely for a while.
Then, a few years later, he started to hear it too.
He looked at me even more strangely after that.

That was 20 years ago.
The call has become louder every day.
It has started to seems reasonable to us,
which just proves that we’re crazy.

We’re too old.

But then again the rituals of worship feel like lies now.
We’ve come to know this one who talks to us, this One-God.
The rest of them fade away as if to nothing in the light of the One-God.

I’m not sure when we decided,
it took so long, and we went back and forth and back and forth….
and then back and forth some more.
It was about when Terah died, that the back and forth line moved so we talked a bit more about going than about how crazy we were.
Then, later, we slowly eliminated our excuses.

After all, we’re old.
What do we have to lose?

I’m ready to leave the pitying eyes,
and move to the desert where I can be free,
To worship and to love the One-God,
To love and connect to my Abram,
To be a blessing, even without being blessed.

We come very late, One-God, very very late.
But our camels leave in the morning.  

Remember
dear ones, there is more to the story than meets the eye –
including the ones who started the journey and the ones who complete
it.  Our parts are imperative, but they’re just a part of what God is
up to.  Thanks be to God.  Amen

1http://www.saintjohnsabbey.org/mcdonnell/poetry.html#The%20Call%20of%20Abraham

“The Garden of Eden in Context” based on Genesis…

  • March 1, 2020
  • by Sara Baron

Six years ago I
shared with the worshiping community in this church my learnings
about the Garden of Eden story.  Some of you weren’t here yet, and
some of you don’t have perfect memories.  The challenge of serving
THIS church, though, is that some of you DO seem to have perfect
memories, and I don’t want to bore you.  So… if I do, I’m sorry.  I
promise I’m getting to new and different points, but we all need to
get there together, and that requires reviewing the information about
the story first.  

The Creation
story that starts in Genesis chapter 2 is the Yahwist version, which
means it is folk literature, aimed at explaining why things are they
way they are.  Folk literature and shared communal myths are pretty
deeply related.  While the entire rest of the Hebrew Bible never
comes back to mention the Garden, or Adam, or Eve again, the
Christian tradition has been quite obsessed with this story.  That’s
likely due to the work of Paul in Romans, and the way that Paul’s
understanding became a normal way of understanding the point of
Jesus!

However, the
story itself makes the most sense when we look at it in context, and
the context for the story is the Ancient Near East, and the creation
stories of the Ancient Near East.  For transparency’s sake, my
understanding about this text comes from the brilliant Roman Catholic
priest and scholar Addison Wright, who shared with “Ecumenical
Scripture Institute” in 2011.

The Canaanites,
neighbors and frenemies of the Ancient Israelites, have a creation
story centered around their tribal god, Baal.  Baal
was for them the storm god and fertility god. He fought Leviathan in
order to bring order out of chaos.  He dispensed well-being on the
earth.  He is called rider of the clouds, and much of this is
appropriated for YHWH.  Baal has a holy encampment on his holy
mountain after the intentional flood at the sea  – like YHWH with
Sinai and Noah.  Some text fragments of Baal’s creation story have
incantations against snake bites, with a story about a man in the
east near the Tigress called Adam who touched a tree he shouldn’t
have touched, and got bit by the snake, and by calling on the gods he
got the incantations to avoid death, and the enmity between humans
and snakes.  That tree was the tree of death.

OK,
so hopefully I’ve done my job in convincing you that the early
Genesis stories that the Yahwist tells fit into the Ancient Near
East.  Now, in the Ancient Near Eastern people believed that
you could EITHER be immortal OR reproductive.  You probably can see
the problem – if you let immortals reproduce, you get to infinite
people very quickly.  You can probably also see then, that for the
people who believed this, sexuality was inherently related to death
and mortality.  The capacity to procreate came WITH the reality of
dying.  And, lest we forget the rather long era of human history
before effective birth control, sexuality and children were tied
closely together.  So again, parenthood and death was one option and
immortal life without sexuality was the other.  One could not have
both, as they saw it.

Furthermore, in
Ancient Near East stories, paradise gardens are places that IMMORTALS
live.  Thus, children do not live there.  Given this assumption,
eating from “the tree of the knowledge of good and evil”
transformed Adam and Eve from being immortal, asexual beings into
mortal, sexual beings.  That knowledge seems like it may have had a
lot to do with sexual maturity.

Now, when I
first heard this, I liked it a lot.  Mostly I liked it because it
pulled us out of blaming women for everything, and out of a hyper
focus on sin.  I wasn’t really convinced by it though.

Then, Father
Wright pointed out that the punishments given in the story fit this
understanding.    After they eat, they see that they are naked, which
fits a burgeoning sexual awakening.  We stopped reading before the
rest of the punishments, but they are:  the couple is thrown out of
the Garden, the woman will have pain in childbirth, sexual desire
will complicate life, you will have to work to stay alive, and you
will now die.  Which it turns out, all fits.  Leaving the Garden is
what happens when you aren’t immortal.  Pain in childbirth is only
relevant when childbirth is going to happen.  Sexual desire IS
complicated, and wasn’t when they didn’t have any.  Having to work to
stay alive isn’t necessary when you can’t die.  Finally, being mortal
means death will come.   Perhaps most interestingly, at the end of
the list of punishments, the woman is named for the first time.  Adam
(whose own name means mud-creature) calls her “Eve, because she was
the mother of all who live.”  Eve means to breath, to live, or to
give life.

At that point,
I was convinced that Father Wright was not only onto a cool
interpretation, his interpretation was superior to any others I’ve
ever heard.  The only problem is that it doesn’t work with Paul’s
take in Romans, at least as it has been used through the millenia.
Paul argues that as death came into humanity through Adam, the sting
of death is removed from humanity by Jesus.  In fact, Paul is sort of
taking on the whole Ancient Near East, because he is claiming that
with God’s work in Jesus, one can have children AND be immortal, just
not an immortality on earth.  Paul is trying to make sense of Jesus,
and of the impact of his life, and this is how he does it.  I don’t
think Paul meant to create quite the firestorm of misogyny and
sin-guilt that he accidentally did.  

Which then
leaves us free to be rather grateful to Adam and Eve, since if they
hadn’t eaten of that tree, none of us would exist 😉  Moreso, it
gives us freedom to reconsider our understandings of both gender and
sin.  It feels like a good reminder that by “sin” the Bible means
“missing the mark” which always feels a lot lighter than what I
would otherwise assume.

One of my
curiosities is about why we’ve held onto this story so tightly.
Again, the ancient Jews did not, and while Paul makes this argument,
we could have rather ignored it as well.  Yet this story is still one
of the living folk narratives in our culture, for Christians and
non-Christians alike.

I’ve wondered
if it relates to a yearning for “paradise.”  It is all sort of
interesting, right?  Because once we bring Paul into it, paradise
comes back in the form of afterlife.  And I think people yearn for
paradise, quite possibly because the world we live in is so full of
suffering and we’d like to consider other options.  The Garden of
Eden itself though, according to the story, was quite small!  It was
small enough for one person to tend to it, and it contained only two
people.  That would be REALLY boring for ETERNITY.  Exiting
definitely seems like the right option.

And yet, the
world is not as it should be.  We know this in our bones.  And we
YEARN for it to be better.  Sometimes our yearning takes the form of
remembering the past in a way that cleans it up and makes it seem
closer to perfect than it was.  Sometimes our yearning encourages us
to close our eyes to the pain and suffering around us.  Sometimes our
yearning for better closes our eyes to the harm we are doing, and the
shame we live with.  Sometimes our yearning for better erupts in
anger for how things are.  Sometimes our yearning for better makes us
afraid of what is and what might come.

AND, sometimes
our yearning for better is how God works with us to make the world…
better.  Isn’t it complicated that the same yearning can do harm and
do good?  Oh, human life.  I think there are two best ways to respond
to our shared yearning for a better world.  One, as you might guess,
is to work with God and each other to make the world better.  The
other is to put our energy on noticing the things that are already
good.  There may be a natural desire for paradise, and we don’t live
in one, but we do live in a world filled with wonders, and when we
forget to attend to them, we can miss out on all the goodness that is
already with us.  The kindom, they say, is already here in part and
is coming in completion.  Let us pay attention to both parts – as
they are the work of co-creating that paradise with God.  Amen

Rev. Sara E. Baron
First United Methodist Church of Schenectady
603 State St. Schenectady, NY 12305
Pronouns: she/her/hers
http://fumcschenectady.org/

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March 1, 2020

“Mountaintop Views” based on  Exodus 24:12-18 and Matthew 17:1-9

  • February 23, 2020
  • by Sara Baron

When
I was 13 I read the Chronicles of Narnia.  They were good, not my
favorites, but easily kept my attention to finish all the books.
However, it was not until MANY years later that I learned that the
books were written as intentional Christian metaphors, and I was
floored.  Nothing, at all, in the books had felt like Christianity to
me.  I didn’t go back to reread them, but I did get peer pressured
into seeing some of the movies, at which point I was able to see
both: 1. How the story could have been written and understood as
Christian and – at the same time – 2. How I entirely missed it.

(The
key really being that I was raised in a Christianity that centered on
“Let there be peace on earth and let it begin with me” while
those narratives are inherently violent.)

It is
a little bit embarrassing though, to have missed the entire point.
However, I just didn’t see it.  I couldn’t.  There is a deep truth to
the fact that we can’t see things that we don’t have the context to
make sense of.  The Chronicles of Narnia didn’t look to me the way
Christianity looked.  Now, there are 2.3 Billion Christians in the
world, and I don’t think it is reasonable to assume we all understand
our faith in the same way.  Sometimes it is a little bit startling to
realize just how wide Christianity is and how often it contains its
own opposites.  

At
the same time, that’s sort of the beauty of it all.  People from an
incredibly wide range of worldviews, life experiences, and
backgrounds are all able to find meaning in our tradition because it
is quite adaptable to variation.

The
scriptures this week have led me to thinking a lot about perspective,
as they both have to do with changing perspectives.  Mountaintops
themselves are places where people see things differently.  Some part
of that has to do with the effort expended to get to the top, and
another part has to do with seeing things from a different angle.
From the top of the mountain, it is easier to see the forest than the
individual trees.  It is also easier to understand how various parts
of the landscape related to each other.

Additionally,
both of these stories have transformational experiences occur at the
tops of those mountains.  Moses has been called up the mountain by
God, and leaves behind the people he is leading in order to follow
God’s instructions.  As Moses ascends, a cloud descends.  For the
people left behind, that may have created a sense of mystery or
distance from Moses on the mountain, or perhaps anxiety for his well
being.

But
for Moses, alone on the mountain in the midst of a dense fog, for 6
days without further instruction, that was likely INTENSE, like a 6
day silent retreat with visual sensory deprivation.  When I had a 6
hour drive home from college in the days before cell phones, the time
alone with myself was enough to be disconcerting and clarifying.  6
days alone on a mountain in deep fog would be plenty of time for
reflection – to say the least.  There are many people who can’t
handle 30 seconds of silence – for good reason.  Probably most
people in our society get squirmy well before 30 awake minutes
without distractions.  But 6 days!!!  Yet, the people I know  who
have gone 6 days or more away from distractions all describe it as
holy and perspective changing, although not usually easy.

The
six days are a passing note in the story, but my goodness I think
they matter.  On the seventh day, God calls Moses and the cloud
dissipates to reveal the “glory of God” which was so intense the
people at the bottom of the mountain could see it.  After 6 days of
dense fog, that also must have been a new and different sort of
intense.  AND THEN, Moses enters the cloud WITH God and they spend 40
days and 40 nights together.    

This
is one of the stories of Moses receiving the 10 Commandments, and it
seems to emphasize the holiness and uniqueness of the experience.
Moses got A LOT of time with the Divine – way more than his
preparatory 6 days.  

This
story is cleaned up to fit into a good, faithful telling, but there
is an incredible core to it.  As Addison Wright once pointed out, the
faith traditions in the Ancient Near East at this time were all god
and goddess centric.  That is, people sacrificed at Temples or
engaged in behaviors meant to please the gods, with the goal of
gaining favors from the gods.  Favors like fertility for people and
and flocks, rain for the fields, etc.  Thus faith, worship, and
offerings were largely transactional.  Wright believes that something
entirely new emerged in the Sinai desert, and that something new is
the core of this story.  

That
something new was the concept of a God who cared how people treated
EACH OTHER rather than simply being interested in
self-aggrandizement.  That is, the faith traditions of the area
really saw gods and goddesses as being like powerful people –
selfish, greedy, and needing to be manipulated into helping out.  But
somehow, a small group of desert wanderers came to understand a God
(possibly singular, more likely this started as a primary or tribal
god for them) whose PRIMARY CONCERN was moral behavior.  And that’s
the story of the rest of the Bible, right?  The people try to claim
that they’re all about God and God keeps on responding, “then take
care of the vulnerable among you and build a just society.  THAT is
what I want.”

This
new idea of a God interested in moral human behavior and a just
society is the core message lurking under this cleaned up version
about Moses, a mountain, a fog, a fire, and a lot of waiting.  It is
impossible to tell where the original story lies and where it has
been adapted, but the core is powerful and the current version is
powerful and they’re both worthy of consideration.

The
mountaintop experience being such a powerful part of the Jewish
story, it makes a lot of sense that the Gospel writer Matthew tells
the Transfiguration story as another mountaintop story.  In this
case, rather than a dense fog, it is as if a fog has been lifted and
the disciples are finally able to see clearly.

From
the Gospel writer’s perspective, people were confused into thinking
that Jesus was just another teacher/healer, but on the mountaintop
they saw just how holy and special he really was.  The experience of
being close to God on the mountaintop is repeated, with God’s own
voice speaking.   “This is my child, the beloved, with whom I am
well pleased.” It doesn’t get much better than that!  Yet those are
the words that whisper through the ages, being shared time and time
again, because those are the words that God speaks to each of us.
“This is my child, the beloved, with whom I am well pleased.”
Imagining being on mountaintop seeing God’s delight in Jesus reminds
us of why we continue to work in the world as the Body of Christ.  

The
perspective change on the mountaintop is interesting.  In these
stories, new insights are gleaned, ones that change lives.  I’ve been
thinking about when those perspective shifts can happen for the rest
of us.  Climbing mountains remains a good option 😉 but what are
others?  Some of the most common in the church are mission trips, or
participating in new-to-you ministries of the church.  Anytime we
meet and engage with people who are different from us, we gain
valuable perspective.  And, the more we listen to people, the more we
learn.  Sometimes I think perspective shifts are just direct gifts
from God.  Other times they come after long term spiritual practice
or prayer.  Some require those 6 days of silence in dense fog (or
variations thereof).  Julia Cameron in “The Artists Way” says the
way not to get stuck is to write 3 pages of longhand every day and
have a date with yourself to do something new every week.  Her
particular goal is to keep creative juices flowing, but it turns out
those are related, aren’t they?

One
other intersecting piece comes to mind.  When our anxiety is UP, we
tend to see the world more in black and white.  So, rather than
developing increasing capacities to see many perspectives in the
world, we will tend to pick one and STICK WITH IT AT ALL COSTS.  The
challenge is, that for most of us today, anxiety is high.  Of course,
the  current power structure (of any time and place) benefits from
the increased anxiety that leads people to either/or thinking and
doubling down into opposing camps.  It maintains the status quo.  The
status quo is generally the compromise between two opposing camps,
right?  But what is really great for people are win-win situations,
which require creative thinking, the capacity to see multiple
perspectives, and openness to new ideas.

Now,
it turns out we can’t spend our whole lives on mountaintops, and we
all exist within some parameters of perspective that we can’t just
will our ways out of.  Furthermore, we LITERALLY can’t see things we
aren’t expecting to see, which makes it SUPER hard to break out of
our perspective when it is… in fact…. wrong.

My
favorite idea from John Wesley is this, “Sometimes each of us are
wrong.  Clearly, if we knew when we are wrong, we would correct
ourselves and not be wrong.  So, sometimes when others disagree with
us, it is actually a sign that we are currently wrong.  Since we
don’t know which times those are, we should approach all
disagreements with humility.”  

What
would have happened if Moses came back down the mountain with a new
conception of the Divine and people said, “naw, that doesn’t sound
right?”  Where would we be today?  Where would the world be?

Transfiguration
Sunday is the final Sunday before Lent.  It foreshadows for us the
perspective shift of Easter, and by giving us a foretaste of it,
gives us the motivation to engage in reflection for Lent to prepare
ourselves for Easter.  It turns out that Lent is also meant to give
us a perspective change.  It slows us down, offers us time to think,
and reflect, and consider.  

There
are a lot of ways to expand our worldviews, to glean a better
understanding of what is going on all around us.  None of them are
perfect, and our capacities to see and understand will be limited,
but thanks be to God, we can grow and become.  May we take the view
from the mountaintop and let it change us from the inside out.  Amen

–

Rev. Sara E. Baron
First United Methodist Church of Schenectady
603 State St. Schenectady, NY 12305
Pronouns: she/her/hers
http://fumcschenectady.org/

https://www.facebook.com/FUMCSchenectady

February 23, 2020

“High Standards?” based on Deuteronomy 30:15-20 (really) and Matthew…

  • February 16, 2020
  • by Sara Baron

Choose
the things of life, not the things of death.  That’s the gist of our
Hebrew Bible lesson today.  Following the ways of God is choosing
life.  Turning away from God is choosing death.  In the passage,
these are seen as communal decisions.  The desire of God is that the
people choose life, but the passage admits it is their choice.

Deuteronomy
is written from the perspective of the Exile, where the big question
was “why did this happen to us?”  The answer Deuteronomy gives is
“because we weren’t faithful to God and to God’s vision for our
society.”  Thus, when they look back on their communal life, they
yearn to have made better choices, to have been more faithful, to
have chosen the way of life rather than the way of death.  

I
have no idea if more faithful choices on the part of Ancient Israel
would have prevented the Exile.  It seems a bit unlikely, but who
knows.  It is clear that Ancient Israel was not faithful to living
out God’s vision, but it is also clear that the emergence of
mega-empires and being a little country at an intersection of major
trade routes was a dangerous reality.

Nevertheless,
the questions of what way we choose to live still resonate.  It seems
useful to point out that although the words “choice” and “life”
have particular connotations in the debate over whether or not women
have the right to control their own bodies, the phrase “choosing
life” has nothing to do with that.   Rather, it is about the
patterns of decisions that either turn towards God or away from God.
To put it another way, it is about living in a way that enhances life
for everyone and everything, or …. not.

Choosing
death, in terms of Deuteronomy was oppressing the poor, the widows,
the orphans, and the foreigners.  It was wanting a king and creating
wealth differentiations.  It was allowing the justice system to
become unjust for the poor.  It was putting God second and personal
prosperity first.

While
all of that has resonance today, I think there are also personal
aspects to this metaphor.  They may make the most sense from the
perspective of a person who is nearing the end of their life.  What
are people yearning for more of at the end of their lives?  What do
they regret?  What are they grateful for?  

While
people and their answers are different, patterns certainly emerge.
An article on the topic from Business
Insider

offers 5 of the most common regrets of people at the end of their
lives:

1. I
wish I’d had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life
others expected of me.

2. I
wish I hadn’t worked so hard.

3. I
wish I’d had the courage to express my feelings.

4. I
wish I had stayed in touch with my friends.

5.
I wish that I had let myself be happier.1

These
give us some really good answers as to what are the things of life
(courage, authenticity, feelings, friends, joy) and what are the
things of death (expectations, overworking, fear, distance, and
disconnection.)

The
only thing I think is actively missing from the list is the choosing
death of distractions.  So much of modern life is just a wide-ranging
smorgasbord of things willing to distract us from our feelings, from
discomfort, from our authentic selves.  Many of these distractions
come in the form of screens, but not all do.  It is EASY to numb our
selves out, rather than face our feelings, and (oh my!) respond to
what the feelings tell us about how we need to change our lives.  

Some
of you have heard me say that during my renewal leave I disconnected
from social media and email.  It was GLORIOUS.  I still found myself
picking up my phone more than I expected,  and I eventually got
curious about why.  Quite often, I pick up my phone to play Sudoku
(the only game I permit on my phone).  And so then I got curious as
to why I was doing it. Two reasons:  either because I was feeling
anxious and wanted to be distracted from it or because I was feeling
overwhelmed deciding between things and wanted to procrastinate the
decision.  Those motivations have held true since then as well.  The
smorgasbord of distraction options that keep us from making hard
decisions, or from dealing with our emotions are things of death.   I
suspect they are also things we may regret on our deathbeds, when
time feels precious and like a thing not be wasted away.

In
an attempt to change that pattern, to be more at ease with myself and
less worried about making the “wrong” decision, since coming back
from leave, I’ve been slowly working my way through Brené
Brown’s book “The Gifts of Imperfection.”   This week I read the
section entitled “Cultivating Self-Compassion: Letting Go of
Perfectionism.”  Brown says “Where perfectionism exists, shame is
always lurking.”2
Now many of us are trained to think that perfection is a GOOD goal,
that it is about striving to be one’s best or self-improvement, but
Brown disagrees.  She says, “Perfectionism is the belief that if we
live perfect, look perfect, and act perfect, we can minimize or avoid
the pain of blame, judgement, and shame.  …. Perfectionism, at it’s
core, is about trying to earn approval and acceptance.”3
(OUCH.)

Now,
if I’m honest, I have had an unusually difficult year.  Almost a year
ago now, the Church (big C) to which I have committed my life
declared itself morally bankrupt, and that has been …. heavy.  

At
the same time, this church (little c) has been struggling through
incredibly difficult decision making that has resulted in much higher
anxiety in the system than usual.  And, as family systems predicts, a
lot of the anxiety got passed to
me
as the leader.  That’s to be expected.  That’s what happens when
there is anxiety in a system, it gets focused on the leader.

Now, I
know that pastoral ministry is an impossible task to do perfectly.  
There is a reason why there is no universally agreed upon definition
of perfect pastor.  Context matters a lot in ministry – so do
people and their expectations.  Each person in each church has
different expectations of what a pastor IS and should be doing, and
most of those aren’t even conscious.  So those expectations aren’t
clearly articulated, and yet there is a hope that they will be met –
all of them, from all of the people, all the time, all at the same
time.  My own expectations are that I should spend about half my time
on each of the following: visiting the hurting and keeping in touch
with all the people, sermon and worship work, administration and
meetings, keeping up to date with great research and scholarship and
teaching it, considering structural reorganization and systemic
change, making change within our communities, meeting people and
bringing them to church, maintaining a deep and profound prayer life.
At a minimum.

As the
anxiety has risen, my fears of my own failures have gotten sharper,
and the critiques coming at me have kept pace with my own fears.  Yet
my capacities haven’t changed – I still can’t meet my own standards
in any aspect of ministry, and I don’t know that I can meet anyone
else’s either.  

Now, my
suspicion is that I’m talking about something more universal than
pastoral ministry, or even leadership.  I think that most of our
lives have times when we feel like what we’re doing isn’t enough, and
even worse there are times when others agree with us about that!  It
feels awful, and it can be a really ugly downhill spiral.  This is
the stuff Brown is talking about as perfectionism, and boy oh boy
does it make sense to me that perfectionism is about avoiding the
awful feeling of being judged lacking.

Brown
shares about people who are less stuck in perfectionism, and she says
two attributes make them different, “First, they spoke about their
imperfections in a tender and honest way, and without shame and fear.
Second, they were slow to judge themselves and others.  They
appeared to operate from a place of ‘We’re all doing the best we
can.’  Their courage, compassion, and connection seemed rooted in the
ways they treated themselves.”4
She concludes that people were operating from self-compassion, and
that it is LEARNABLE.
It has 3 parts:

“Self-kindness:
Being warm and understanding towards ourselves when we suffer, fail,
or feel inadequate, rather than ignoring our pain or flagellating
ourselves with self-criticism.

Common
Humanity:  Common humanity recognizes that suffering and feelings of
personal inadequacy are part of the shared human experience –
something we all go through rather than something that happens to
‘me’ alone.

Mindfulness:
Taking a balanced approach to negative emotions so that feelings are
neither suppressed nor exaggerated.  We cannot ignore our pain and
feel compassion for it at the same time.  Mindfulness also requires
that we not ‘over-identify’ with thoughts and feelings, so that we
are caught up and swept away by negativity.”5

So,
difficult as it is, authenticity and choosing LIFE are about facing
shame and failure, being vulnerable, and letting go of perfection.
I’m really quite sure that our self-judgments don’t happen in vacuums
like we think – most
of us believe that it is OK to be harsher with ourselves than we’d be
with others, but the truth is that judgement itself slips out
unaware, and the only way to be truly kind to other people in their
vulnerability is to become more gentle with ourselves in ours.  

Perfectionism
is choosing death.  Compassion is choosing life.  May God help us all
as we strive to choose life.  Amen

1Susie
Steiner, “The 5 Things People Regret Most on Their Deathbeds”
https://www.businessinsider.com/5-things-people-regret-on-their-deathbed-2013-12,
Published December 5, 2013. Accessed February 13, 2020.

2Brené
Brown, “The Gifts of
Imperfection” (Center City, Minnesota: Hazelden, 2010), p. 55.

3Brown,
56.

4Brown,
59.

5Brown,
59-60.  Please note, the same researcher offers other great stuff at
www.self-compassion.org

February 16, 2020

Lenten Photo Show 2019 – Empty

  • April 3, 2019April 19, 2019
  • by Administrator













Pastoral Response to #GC2019

  • March 2, 2019March 3, 2019
  • by Sara Baron

Dear Siblings in Christ,

The past few days have not gone as hoped. To be very succinct: in seeking for justice and inclusion of LGBTQIA+ people in The United Methodist Church, we failed.

That said, no legislative body has the power to limit God’s grace. God is God and the church is not. God is love, and the church can’t stop God’s love.

In this case, the church does not speak for God. Not only that, but the church is standing in God’s way.

First United Methodist Church of Schenectady will continue to welcome, include, celebrate, love, and empower people who are LGBTQIA+ as God’s beloved people, because it is true. We have noticed that God loves diversity, and that’s why people and creation are so diverse. We stand on the side of love, and we will ALWAYS stand on the side of love.

You are a beloved child of God, beautiful and precious in God’s sight.

This church will keep workings towards justice for all of God’s people, including LGBTQIA+ people, and we will not stop until justice is found. We are coming home with some new ideas about that… but planning is for another day. Today is a day to grieve for the blindness and harm done by the denomination, and to care for each other in our pain.

May God be with us, and may the Spirit guide us.

In God’s Love,
Sara

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  • October 29, 2017February 11, 2020
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Giving Hope through Sustain 

This was the shorter Sustain video – the one we played in worship.

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